my empty couch

iam lying on my lonly empty couch ,my couch very cold like me
but by the time i stay longer we both feel burned outside but inside we
still have our dark star that no one have ever seen from the most destroyed bloody
sky we have ever reached

i have to stay still and not moved cuz every time i move just an inch i feel so cold
and unsecure, should i stay still or let my window opan and face the quite sick
meeting happen between me and the very cold wind,well in this case i will open my arms
and enjoy every moment of crashing ,stealing my body away from me so i cant feel any cold
any more ,or hey i should stay ?!!
then i will become a numb skin ,but i still have one thing which is called as i remmber
*soul*its a big name but wheres my soul?!!
i used to believe in material things ,so my soul where r u ? or u r just not belong to me

there r many questions that we doesnt have the answer and iam the only dark star in this
bloody world some body tell me wht iam doing here ?!!

should i open my heart and try to believe and have fait in ppl around me
or it will be the end of my sweet sarrow but ofter all we prefer to stay still in ever
couch we have in our lifes .